today n this month i have gone through many things that has to do with life n I also experince lonely,cold, and being separated away.....this conclude that i didn't get up close and personal with my religion......the god is testing n i feel it coz if i really cannot feel it....why am i speaking english unprofessionally ?? i felt very dissapointed in myself...... i have done so many things that the god does not satisfied......my english have really drown ... i felt guilty!!! :'( well here i am in my school..... little by little i have build my own empire at this school but its suddenly collapsed by it's own coz someone occused me that I stole a 100 ringgit from aboy in the same batch.....and i was like Wat Ta Fuck Just happen?? I didn't know anything about that case.....after i felt very lonely n this kind of loneliness is not the same as before..... D': day by day i tried to take back wat is mine n i got it i really got it...... so that's all for me bye!!!
afiq <3
